It's odd - I wrote my last complaint but actually things have quite turned by now. I found those I click with, they do actually seem to like me and I have begun to trust this. And that makes such a huge difference.
I'm still exhausted and cranky about the terrible scheduling but I feel more encouraged than I have felt in a long time, to follow my heart, to accept and befriend myself, to allow art back into my life.

Maybe I just slow. Where others seem to be besties after half a week, I need three to thaw. Also, I emancipated myself today fro!m the more idiotic parts of the programme - dancing in yoga therapy and thinking of teachers we are grateful for - and then the terribly taught hatha yoga, as well as meditation because it suckjs the way it's done, I have a headache, and I wanted to finish my flow for Saturday but there is no internet. Did I mentione that the amount of presentations and exams is ridiculous?