Russo-Indian Reiki

After that nervous crying session I went to the Russian reiki lady half the group (at least) is going to. When in Rome...I had thought about it anyway. It's a massage, and, done in India, relatively cheap.
Well, it was interesting... I'm not completely sold.. But it did kick me out of my darkness spiral. She "saw" interesting images, and I did, too, during the massage.
I'm a camel in the desert that doesn't want to move anymore and is all alone (yep). Then a crow is jumping around me, laughing - somebody is happy at my misery, could be family or karma or a curse.
A blond man from the past is waiting to be forgiven (??)
I'm inside a shell, it will take time but I will come out, very beautiful; he is sitting on furniture that is wrapped as if for storage/moving.
. There was a lot of recommendations from Edgar toelle, the power of now.
My lucky number is 7 (not a fan so far but OK) and this is my year (not sure how she meant this but I take it) and my protective stone/crystal is light brown (garnet) - again, not a fan, so I didn't buy the stone... She wasn't pressing with that stuff.
I'll think about it some more.
I liked the ritual she suggested for speaking to (all) ancestors, especially women..

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